slow pace.

sat;
tuition in
the morning.
noon till night
well spent at
liang court
for early dinner,
starbucks,
monopoly deal
with a cup of
hot caramel macchiato
on a nice cool weather.

sun;
spend more than
half a day
at home.
gonna get prepared
to head out
for sher's 21st
at yck.

time to catch up
with friends that
i haven't seen
for sometime.
-gone-

im wid a
bangs now~

bday celebration
kinda simple.
with partial s2f,
baby's friend,
chua family
and lastly baby.
thanks for all the wishes
and pressies.

last update was
like a mth ago.
i finally overcome
the assignment,
test and exams.
result not out yet.
*pray hard*

2 weeks plus hols.
i am jobless.
stay home,
best way
to save money either.

xmas countdown
@ link hotel.

i just need one
more to make everything
stable.

8th;
been through
so much;
thick and thin.
sometime we
just need smth more.
growing so dependent
on you.

is the mid of nov;
means exam is
getting nearer.

school have
been piling me up.
have been stressing
me up.
thus causing me
fall sick very often.

i need more time,
srsly ever since
i started sch,
i nvr say tgif,
as it means
dateline,test
and exam getting
nearer.
*yells*

darl's 21st
then babyjo's
then baby's.
i dont even
feel like celebrating
my bday this yr.

exam timetable's out.
paper on the 6 and 8 dec. )):

is th seventh month alrd,
times really flies.
how long can we
stay strong?

just helped
darl's wid
her 21st bday
celebration.(:

school have started
for 2 weeks
and assignment
are already flooding us.
):

so much so much
to catch up.

cant wait for
dec hols to come.

i like my new friend,120(:

a day of
love make
me the happiest
girl in the world.

after 6 months of
contract.
it ended.

thurs;
i had fun on
my last day of
work.
having great dinner
w my usual
lunch cliques in meap.

fri;
orientation.
life can't nvr be better
than making new friends.
guess that's me.(:
after a day of
busy orientation.
shagged out.
but dinner wid baby
and qy make
me feel that is
all worthwhile.

sat;
meet up
baby and friends w sister.
town for lunch.
my fav b&j
@dempsey with
a few rounds of uno deal.
and then continue part 2 of
our game @ holland
w my fav cup of
hot caramel macchiato.
and lastly,
caught the ending
of fireworks at lakeside.
love day like this.

sun;
gonna stay home.

through fight,
we learnt to
treasure more and know
each other better.
through fun and laughter,
we learnt that
we loved each other
and nth can beat
us down.

this is how i feeling

right not.
the dark dark sky.
i am feeling helpless
yet i cant do anything.

one more week
to the end
of my contract.
break freedom.
back to school in
two weeks time!
finally.

i wanna go
out and shop
for stationary,
clothes and bags
for school((:

may
this happiness
last cos'
you're jus so
special.
cling on tight.

it sucks to
think back
and to realise
it's over.

5th;
time really flies.
may it last.
<3

work work work.
i srsly feel
like screaming
my head off
whenever i think of it.
think positive;
learning process.

gotten my sim
package.
yes! i'm in.
gonna be back
to sch.

catch up with
hannah,shu
& daniel
over prawning
session ytd.
great time togt,
thou is jus a
short while.

picnic w love.
i love the slow
pace day like this.

not working it show
this time round.
but calls from
friends asking
whether i am there
make me happy.
at least i know
i still stand somewhere.
catch up
catch up ppl!

my best friend,
my soulmate,
my lover
lastly,my man.

finally a two day

leave used.

second time

to USS wid

bf and BFF((:

nth beats having

your both closest love

with you.

currently at chalet

had a great bbq

with baby's friend.

getting old.

missing out so

much fun.

class chalet;

smth i missed

the most.

esp the indian poker

session wid ec0718.

i finally got to meet

up fah and yilong last week.

and short while

wid sherlynn.

this year

sept;

i gonna give

it show a miss.)):

thou i swear i

feel kinda contradict.

missing the fun

at work thou

shag.

well well,

is a learning processs.

growing process.

he's so loved.

getting more
and more life.

addicted to
fb game w
baby.=x

i cant wait to
go back school.
think back
abt my pay,
think back abt
the workload,
i srsly think
life will nvr be fair.

i need time
with babyjo
and friends!

fighting over
small issues.
i am afraid.

weekends are
so so so precious now.

i really love
having those
company after work
and during my weekend.
be it a few hrs.
they are just so
treasured.

finally got to meet
my aihuiDARL
ytd.((:

wanna work really
hard and
save up for trip.

let's grow
old togt.

is ever-changing.
so hard to catch up.


I wanna rant so much,
so badly.
Yet where's the time
i need.

Dearest Rach,
i seriously and really need to catch up
with you soon.
Before you fly off
to melb.

counting on~

is so true.

when you love someone,
issues tend to occur for sure.

htht;
i love your presence.((:

life's just too fragile.
i need more time
for all my loved ones.

as usual,
nvr change.
still as sensitive
as past.
shucks)):

i hate past!
i hate memories
at times,
it just hurts me
at times still.

is like the usuals;
up and down in life,
that i need to get over it.

seeing so many
ppl celebrating bday,
all of us have grown.
is time to set aside
the past and move on.

you meant alot to me.
the feeling;
i nvr had before.
i am sorry for
being so sensitive
but i really do love you.

blogging from hp.

stupid pushing here
and there when there
are all small issues.

life haven't been
very good.
bt really thanks baby
f being there for me <3

can't wait to meet
dylan and lionel and baby jo .

sometime is
better off
being alone;
that's usually
wad one think
when things just
got super haywire.

been using
this blogskin
for abt 2 years.
grr, i need
a change.

lov'n the feel'n
of stay'n hm
and nua~

weekdays are
so bluexzxz
to me.
=/

6th;
flyer next wed.
((:

your love is my drug.

been neglecting
this place here.


life is like
a repeating cycle now.
work,
tuition,
friends,
bf and
lastly family.

things happen;
treasured before
it is all too late.
memories are
the most beautiful
things that happen.

thanks so
much f
being there.
and dont disappoint
me again pls.

back from perth,
went to Universal Studio Singapore
too with baby((:

so many photos
to be uploaded.
=x

time really flies,
one month.
thanks for the suprise
last night with
the roses and necklace.
*ily*

catch up
with dylan,lionel
and babyjo.
more meet ups!
esp those guys
who is gonna enlist soon.

time to take
a slower pace.

i need a place
to breathe too.

off to perth
in less than
24 hrs.

i gonna miss
you,love.
first time
flying so far.

not forgetting
kexin,joanne
and a few loved ones.

he's just so sweet.
you're all that i need.((:

((:

work,
tuition,
work,
tution.
boring and
no life.

2 more days
to Perth.
i wanna go
ferris wheel for sure!
tiamo,
heard that?

babyjo came
to have lunch with me.
and tmr gonna
be lunch with sherjiejie.((:

almost done wid
packing.
colleagues are
so nice.((:

gonna turn in soon.

17days.
my sweetest addiction.

raining the
whole late afternoon;
making me so emooo)):

been hanging out
very often with love.
cycling,
kite flying,
chilling and movie.
and i am so
black nooww=x

counting dwn
to Perth;
8 days.

need to catch up
with all those loved
ones before i
fly off.

i am still that
sensitive creature.
*dont like dont like*

the urge of crying
in the rain.

o4o410;
make it last.

when the fun come in,
be prepared for
sadness to follow by.

been neglecting
this poor bloggy
of mine.

working full-time
mean no life!=x

short working
week last week,
went to fly kite on
a good fri,
gotten myself damn
burnt!
thanks uh,
I.C!
movie;
when in rome.

as usual;
working
the whole week.

off to jb
this sat
with JL loves.


the more you care,
the more you
get yourself hurt.
i'm scared.

smth isnt right
somewhere.
)):

everything
come and go.

just come back
from genting trip.

great short
getaway. ;D

and finally,
graduated from nyp.
gotten my results.
waiting for transcript.
bye nyp.

busy week
last week.
catch up wid
sec school friends
and work.

interview this
thursday.
wish me luck((:

will you come back?

End of battle;
finally.

this four days
i learnt alot.

is either you
or me.

(:

thanks for that
pat,
fatherly love.

People change
so that
we will learn
how to let go.

full time job?
part time job
which allow me
to earn like
full time
and more free
time?

it show
this week.

finally a meet
up wid
s2f;
Alice in the wonderland 3D.
22th.((:

tmr;
day out wid
sj,sean and alec.

just started
with twitter.
follow me @
http://twitter.com/xiiew

texas poker again.=x

Challenges
make one stronger.

all 3 papers
down
and now
i am finally
a GRADUATE
from nyp((:

just too many
things happen
till i learnt
my lesson.
[to grow up]

rant'n sessions.
and more
meet ups pleasee~

What goes around
come around.
Karma.

is a mugging
week.

and worse,
gastric came
and acc me alrd.
shucks.

cny dinner
tonight.

and mugging
till late.

this is life.
face it.

get a room.

have been
hanging out
till 5am.
marina barrage,
henderson wave,
keppel bay,
chinese garden,
upp bukit timah.

fell sick.
high fever.
bt 2 panadol
and i am
out having fun again.
=x

lionel's place for
steamboat den
guihe's place
last night
almost killed me.
bj,texas
and drinking.
acc weikiat
for supper after
that proved
that i am not drunk((:

no hangover.
off to jo's place
and mug awhile.

is it you?

all time fav;
ferris wheel.

new
camwhore friend(:

Home the
whole day.
Blackjack
with alec,
marcus,lionel,
kexin,jiejie
and weikiat.

tired.
i need to slp more
and i need to start mugging.

st james
this friday,
anyone?

just someone
to stand by me
will do(:
i dont need
a big gang of
friends.

first day
of cny;
bad fall.
shucks.
bt had some fun
at night.

sec day
of cny;
came back
in the late noon.
off to bro sj's hse.
din gamble
in the end.
but had fun.
his mama
very cute(:

third day
of cny;
gambler friends
all fly me aeroplane.
so decided to
rot at home
but i guess
that's not me.
and in the end,
i hang out wid
kelvin.
decided to go
snap photos.
is a really walking day.
hit peinsula,supreme court,
art museum,esplanade,
marina sq,suntec,
millenium walk and
marina floating platform,
uncle ringo and one fullerton.
enjoyed thou. (:

meet weikiat out
to chill at 1am.
off to wcp,
geyland and loyang.
pretty nice weather.
back home at 5am.

bt i cant slp anymore.

i have been slacking
too much, i guess.
have been playing
too much.
i need go back
to work soon. =x

I am enjoying life
to the max((:

I realized alot of
things too.

a great start
with them. <3

wanna go up
the sixth time,
anyone? =P

happy lunar
new year to
everyone.
HUAT ar(:

a great start
this year
on mj
with dad,
chinhow and kexin.

gonna head back to
m'sia tmr.
been long since i
last went back
to bainian.

cant wait for more
gambling session.

i feel like
taking the initiative
bt i guess is unnecessary.

angels of mine(:

ever since monday;
i stuck myself
at home for
two days,
except for
tuition.
work today.
half day.
meet up wid lence,
and finally i get
to see HUSKY(((:

a long drive
back to jurong.
a short walk
at chinese garden.
a beautiful sky
with lots of stars.
enjoyed.
and thanks a million.

went to kexin's
place to pass stuffs.
mcflurry. ;D
happy happy.

shall head off to bed.
tuition tmr morning.

i still cared,
bt in a different way now.

i need to do some
recap abt last week.

last week-
mon and tue;
mugging wid class.
l4d2.

wed;
mobile com paper.
and out for
dinner and l4d2.
3 cars out,
had great fun.(:

thur;
tuition.

fri;
lab test.
l4d2.
out for
xlb buffet
with bro,buddys,
chris,nash and joanne.

sat;
tuition
and meet up
with kexin
to chinatown.

sun;
work.
v.bf's bday
party.

there goes a week.

today;
advance bday celebration
wid embedded'a2 w/o martien.
movie;
spy next door.
dinner;
Popeye.
l4d2 and
lastly,tau huey.

i have a busy week
ahead.
cant wait
for cny to come.((:

i love the fun we had.
may this last.
embedded`a2.

dig out some
o' photos.
i dont ask abt it,
doesn't mean
i dont care.
i care,
but does it matter?

sister,
i no longer know
you read this space
of mine not.
bt one thing for sure,
i miss you still.

i have been neglecting
a few grps of friends.
need to meet them up soon.
s2f, chua family,
buddys, weiliang and co.,
poly mates, wtc cliques
and ec0718.

a busy week.
rushing projects,
quiz and labtest.
finally projects down.
quiz down.
labtest one more to go.

common test
next wed.

well spent week;
with chua family,
babyjo,
chris and
guihe and co.
just came back from
supper with that
stupid pig,
you better be grateful to me! =D

eye have been
giving me
problems now.
no more contact.
say hi to spect.

i am getting slightly worried.

i just feel the diff
between us.
the drift.
i hope we stay
strong.
baby.j.

great friends
dont leave you alone.

exploded;
say it all out.
i'm tired of holding
on to it.
i hope things would
just get better in time.

at first,
you meant the world
to me.
but afterall,
thing got fragile.
and everything
just go straight
to a waste.

i guess i deserved
more than this.

fs can just
make me go
crazy.

to those who cared,
thanks a million.
<3

sun;
work was kinda boring
at first.
but thanks to
tiamo,
she can be a super
good feng shui master
that make me and rolly
had a good laugh.
dinner-ed wid the
usuals on sun was
great.
bro gotten 500chips
to prepare for
TEXAS POKER
this coming cny.
cant wait cant wait.

somehow
somewhere.

back to programming code.

i no longer
know how to
express it.

sun;
hit the beach
wid kexin,
lionel,dylan
and johnny.
nice nice weather.
love th sun((:

mon;
school.
tuition.

tue;
school.
tuition.
was choosen
by my group.
pretty good exp
but is super nervous.
make a fool.
=x
but finally is
over.

off to watch tv.
ImgaineCup2010;
yes,halfway done
wid GUI.

it's just
goes round
and round.

bad fall.
ugly wound.
painful ankle.
bitter medicine.
wound that hurt

badly.)):

L4D2 for
continuously 2 days
wid crazy loves from a2.
great fun.
lovee you guys.((:
bt drama happen
to me today,

but at least
i see the care
and concern you all
gave really touched me.

school was pretty
boringg,
maybe cos is ending.
last paper on 4th mar.
so looking fwrd.
gonna chiong work
for that month.
1k at least for
perth.

finally,
gonna meet up
ec0718 on fri
for l4d2 again.
hope no curse.=x

the pain is nth
alrd.
great,
let it go.
far away from me.

things are shown
clearly now.
face the music.
move on.
walk on.

Resolution for 2010;
-everyone to be happy
-complete this 2 months of

studies smoothly
-a stable job after graduate
- special you
-travel to bkk,perth and hongkong

sat;
finally catch
alvin and the chipmunks 2.
sun;
dinner wid chris,sj
and babyjo
and catch
Sherlock Holmes.
and af1 ride home
which make me puke.
damn.
mon;
class was boring.
no l4d2. sian.

it's better to
treat as thou
i heard and
see nth.

I used to thought
you were my pillar
of life.
I cant live without
having you.
But now,
I have learn how
to prove it wrong.

common test result
all out.
done quite well
this time round.
way to go, a2!

finally i get
to slp by
popping flu med
ytd night.

needa chiong abit
of timer proj
before cheong
kills me.

tata~

first day of
school.
pretty good start.

gotten back
one paper,
way to go.
last term to go,
let's all jy togt.

last sat;
went for tiamo's
21st bday.
hope she had a great
time.
good time to gather
classmates and
also meet up wid
colleagues.
i miss those days.

tmr;
gonna go catch
alvin and the chipmunks 2.
*hope so*
and dinner with
andrew,his gf
and tiamo.

gonna be very
busy wid projects.
-National Education
-ImagineCup2010 Poland
-Embedded System Design Project

hope this two
months pass
smoothly for me.

resolution resolution;
will upload once done.(:

off to mug~

nights earthlings ;D

when i feel numb,
this is how i react.
is hard being a
young adult.):

great new year
eve spent wid
loved ones.

great time clubbing
on the new year
day itself.(:

very tired,
after all th
fun i have.
school gonna
start soon.
time to study hard.

2 months.

is tiring to
give in
and kept quiet
about your actions.
can you just bloody
hell wake up?
i had enough.
can you just grow
up and stop
acting.

i still cared
for that few.
but is it necessary?